I get upset and in a frump. I get tired and grouchy. I run coffee and a tea jug to the field mid morning. I get back and fix lunch, eat quick so I can take it to the field. I spent the afternoon running people from place to place, field to field. Then it rained, then a tractor was leaking oil. I helped the kids with what they need, I run kids to the field. I felt like I was running in circles and most of the fields were not close to home. Then I took Jayden’s friend back home to Dayton and got gas because my tank was so low I feared running out. I got a Casey’s pizza because I was there and it made sense. I ran pizza to three locations. Back home I get a shower and somebody needed a ride. Most nights I am so tired and don't get to bed before 11:00 anymore. I complain and grumble. I should not be this way, farming is our life. This is how we live and every day is different. I need to think of Mark. He has been putting in 16 hour days in the field running his side dresser,. He push